Friday, August 29, 2008

It's Over

Have you had that moment when you just knew it wasn't going to work anymore? That it wasn't worth trying anymore?

I felt it this morning.

I was willing to speak to the therapist to find out how I may work through what I've been feeling. What I've been thinking.

We had some words last night. He accused me of some stuff. Saying good bye to him this morning, I felt nothing. And, all I felt was sadness from him. He didn't even tell me he loved me. Usually, he can't leave the house without saying that.

It's over.

I feel sad because he has been a part of my life for so long. I'm scared because I don't know what life holds. I'm excited because I don't know what life holds.

Raise a glass and wish me luck!

6 comments:

  1. Sending a huge cyber hug to you, my glass will be raised later, your attitude is wonderful!

    Peace and happiness :0)

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  2. making the decision is the hardest step of all, everything will come to pass from that.

    You have an enviable attitude and the strength to make the future yours.

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  3. My thoughts are with you. Not an easy time.

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  4. Have you had that moment when you just knew it wasn't going to work anymore? That it wasn't worth trying anymore?


    I lived with a man for 2 years. One event was all it took for the line to be drawn and from that moment on I never wanted him to cross the line again. He had verbally abused me for 2 years and I took it ... ONE moment was all it took to finally have enough.

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