Have you had that moment when you just knew it wasn't going to work anymore? That it wasn't worth trying anymore?
I felt it this morning.
I was willing to speak to the therapist to find out how I may work through what I've been feeling. What I've been thinking.
We had some words last night. He accused me of some stuff. Saying good bye to him this morning, I felt nothing. And, all I felt was sadness from him. He didn't even tell me he loved me. Usually, he can't leave the house without saying that.
I feel sad because he has been a part of my life for so long. I'm scared because I don't know what life holds. I'm excited because I don't know what life holds.
Raise a glass and wish me luck!