Saturday, May 8, 2010

Run Away

I want to run away.

Nothing is as it seems. Some days I feel as though the smile on my face is just painted there.

I was out on Wednesday. Met with and hung with someone very special at a truely magical place. Later, a couple friends joined us. It was the first time in a while that I really laughed.

The honeymoon is over. Things aren't as perfect as everyone thinks. I'm reminded a lot of my ex husband. And it scares me. I'm so deep into this relationship that I really think it's too late. Is that possible? Is it ever too late?

I just want to run. Far away. From everything. To a new place where no one knows me....

1 comment:

  1. its never to late. but we all have to chose our own paths. you know you have friends and family who love and support you. its up to you to decide you want to leave. just like it is your decision not to leave. stop thinking about him, or anyone else. think about you and what you need. im here for you no matter what you chose to do.
    its that first step that is always the hardest to take....