Re-Open

I want to re-open my shop. Seriously. I need to start making stuff and selling it again. But, I don't know if I should. I don't want hubby to know that I'm listing on the site I'm not supposed to.

But, I want to sell. I have all these design ideas. I want to make a name for myself. I deserve to try. I deserve to whore my talent out. Don't I?

I mean, I work hard. But, I'm starting to lose myself already by staying at home all the time. I have no outlet. I make stuff, but I have no where to show it off. I have no where to be proud of myself. Who sees my stuff right now? Friends? Family. Woo hoo.

I deserve to have something to show off to the rest of the world. The free site that I have is going nowhere. No one looks at it. Oh, wait, my mom visited the site yesterday. That doesn't count. I need customers. I need the public looking.

So, I started thinking that I need to clandestinely open a new shop. I just haven't figured out how yet. That's still circling around in my head.

Of course, I have to get some new inventory. It's starting to get chilly. Guess I'll have to start designing some fall/winter clothes. Well, I've started doing research on what's hot this fall. We'll see how that goes.

Just need to make the decision on whether I should actually do this or not...Any opinions would be appreciated.